As the birth of baby #5 approaches, I am growing ever-more excited, but also growing ever more curious of how adding a new little one to my current group of littles will go?
In-between my feelings of joy and eagerness, are spurts of questions that have been swirling around in my head...
Am I up for labor?
Am I ready for another baby?
Am I prepared for the changes another blessing will bring?
Am I strong enough to endure the nights of little sleep?
Am I taking enough vitamins and herbs?
Am I preparing my kids enough for the arrival of our new little one?
Am I ready for another homebirth?
Am I worrying too much?
And in the midst of all my "me-centered" questions...the Lord answers...
"I AM the I AM".
So today I am feeling thankful that even when I feel like asking "Am I...?" I can KNOW that HE IS!